a stalemate of emotion.., Gardiner Expressway Toronto Aug 16 2009

though i hate it.

maybe I've got lost in a maze of the game..
.. a game.. what they like to call it.

心狀 snapshots of my mind.., Kwanhoon Gallery Insadong Seoul Korea Aug 3 2009

Enlightened by the light,
darkness of my sorrow
came into the bare nakedness.

what will happen when the light goes off.
mercilessly..

I would go blind deserted in a much darker state than before.
.. scared.. though so sweet & warm so far..


George Winston: Variations on 'Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring'

George Winston : Variations on Cannon

希望 a Hope ., Lake Sunset Leslie Street Ontario Sep 6 2009

a word.. I have in mind now..

as Dan Brown revealed it as a 'Lost Word'
in the very last chapter in his novel..

Chopin Nocturne Op. 15 No. 2: Zimerman

思慕 more colorful outside, more painful inside.., Westview Golf Club Aurora-Leslie-Vandorf Ontario Oct 10 2009

空間 Bedroom for a Bachelor, Fort York Front-Bathurst Toronto Jun 18 2009

dignity.. abstinence.. sacrifice.. soundness..
fatherland.. manhood..
straightforward..
.. never compromising..
.. always on..

those words which made me hot in blood..

鮮情 Run Ferrari Run.., Rainy DVP North Toronto Oct 6 2009

Vanessa Mae: Contradanza

서늘해.. for anything that's part of you.., DVP/ Don Valley Parkway North Toronto Ocr 6 2009

Wind blows my mind away..
..don't know where I've been heading to.. for what..

바람이 불어와 갈길을 잊어..



조동진: 나뭇잎 사이로

神 Einstein's God, Quote pp308 The Lost Symbol, Dan Brown Oct 10 2009

"Professor," the Old man said, "I realize that you, like many educated people, live trapped between worlds- one foot in the spiritual, one foot in the physical. Your heart yearns to believe... but your intellectual refuses to permit it. As an academic, you would be wise to learn from the great minds of history." He paused and cleared his throat. "If I'm remembering correctly, one of the greatest minds ever to live proclaimed: 'That which is impenetrable to us really exists. Behind the secrets of nature remains something subtle, intangible, and inexplicable. Veneration for this force beyond anything that we can comprehend is my relegion. '"
...

Relegion of the future will be a cosmic relegion. It will transcend personal God and avoid dogma and theology. - Albert Einstein

空間 a glass of Stella on the Right Spot, 홍대앞 Art Cafe Siam Hongik Univ Ave Seoul Korea Jul 26 2009

I like to be here again..
for sipping some herbal tea looking at the walls
of dynamic creativity..
or
for drinking couple of Stellas
wrapping up for the day..
and preparing for the next one.

I liked the energy this space shared with me..
It was kind of an ensemble maintaining an unusual harmony with heterogeneous spectrum of colors, smells, noises, arrangement, and people sitting in each table..

逍遙 Afternoon Promenade, Hongik Univ Ave Seoul Korea Jul 25 2009

短想 watching things from a fair distance, Riverside Expressway Seoul Korea Jul 25 2009

Those were just luxury condos built in a row along the river
I saw when I was running in the expressway after midnight
but they looked like a pretty snapshot of fireworks.. aren't they?

We have some fantasy when we look something or somebody
from a fair distance.. since a distance allow us
something look or feel softer, prettier, and even purer..

I agree on this with Herman Hesse saying that
we need to have some practice
in order for us having the same good feeling
in a much closer look within our reach..


Hendel: Music for the Royal Fireworks (HWV 351)

歸天孤辭 Restoration.., Univesity Ave Toronto Dec 2 2009

Yes, my Lord
I do know that we all pass away..
except You.

but not too soon..
but not too late..

oh, my Lord..
please allow us to span our own
at least..

and I realized again, my Lord..
that the energy of sustaining myself as just myself
is mostly from being alone..
not to be shaken by anything or anybody
listening to my own voice conveying your messages..
and mostly listening to such colorful voices of mother nature..
.. a maternal incarnation of Yourself..

I'm getting restored.. now..
getting back to the holy loneliness..
though.. I hate the darkness..
.. shoot..
젠장..

yes, my clock has just stopped..
what about yours..?

追憶 the Way we were.., Cloudy Cloudy Lake Ontario & Downtown Toronto Oct 1 2009

Today..
I liked to be in the Distillery District for the galleries
sipping lovely espresso from the very old cafe..
I liked to wander around the old market of Kensington
for the oldest but best shops trying vintage cloths,
top quality cheese, fresh bread, and even live concert..
I liked to walk around the beautiful campus of
UT looking at the Victoria style buildings
fully covered by colorful leaves of ivy..
I liked to drink at the patio in the middle of Yorkville
smelling the sweet mood of refraining luxury in town..
...
...
But what I did was just watching the cloud..
the thick & closely layered clouds and clouds in the sky
carpeted far beyond the horizon..
while drinking glasses of beer.. only..

Bye now..
Bye today..


Barbra Streisand: The Way We Were
이문세: 광화문 연가

Deep Blue Night in the Fall, Yonge-Bloor Street Toronto Oct 1 2009

April Come She Will : Simon & Garfunkel

Oh.. Elvis.., Fever, Blue Moon, Blue Suede Shoes